Well, you try, in a good way, to distract attention from your problems. You're trying to protect yourself by refusing to accept the truth about something (your mods) that's happening in your life (crappy ideas and gods know what, I don't want to reveal your probems), and sadly you are focusing on me.
In some cases, initial short-term denial can be a good thing, giving you time to adjust to a painful or stressful issue. It might also be a precursor to making some sort of change in your life. What I want to say is.. you should reconsider your feature(s), which are crappy. But remember, denial has a dark side. Being in denial for too long can prevent you from dealing with issues that require action.
Refusing to acknowledge that something is wrong is a way of coping with emotional conflict, stress, painful thoughts, threatening information and anxiety.