That's what happened:
You used to be a woman. You had a husband who suffered from cancer and he was very ill. One day, you decided to go the grocery shop with your very young son.
Suddently, Nefer and Shyla grabbed your son, they went in a forest and they sacrifised your son for java knowledge.
You got mad. You didn't know what to do. Until one day.
A demon appeared in front of you and he told you "I will make you a man, I will give you a new identity, you will take your revenge, only if... only if you make a Masonry community"
You said yes.
After that day, you wasted all your money for java books (even if there are free tutorials on internet) and you started studing java 24/7. Until 22/12/10. You create a l2j community. After gaining some reputation, you turned the project into a Masonry community. Now, you and the rest aCis community earn more and more knowledge until the day that your project will be the best one and Shyla will suicide.
True Story.
But, I think that's enough..