u may got a point, ofc u didnt see it.
but thats not what i started with, the hating reason is bigger :)
actually is not about u, its about somebody else, but since i cant do .... against him and even if i do, its use less, i doit against others, ofc with reason :)
you could see the diff between "old me" acting like others, and being nice with all, and "new me" acting nice only with few that most of them dont care, and being based on rules :)