Damn man, that's so fucking disgusting. Pretending that something is real even though it's not real at all.
Jealousy keeps hitting hard on you, doesn't it?
You know life has something for every and each one of us. You can act like a dick right now and say bullshit but sometime it will hit you hard. Remember that. Being nice doesn't hurt, being honest..also doesn't hurt. I don't understand the need you have to express such false statements.. It won't make you seem better or more worthy. Otherwise, it makes you look sad and desperate.
I hope you are doing fine in whatever you do, honestly I do. But karma is like a bitch you know, it's gonna come sooner or later.
You can judge but expect some comeback. Not from me specifically, but you will face it when it's time.